things are not perfect. they never will be. i realize this. i have realized this, although it made me unhappy.
however, in spite of that imperfection, i'm starting to feel a sense of equilibrium again instead of a sense of doom. cowboy charming has a list of "things to do" around the house and is taking a break from taking classes. i am taking just enough classes to keep my student loans from going into repayment. on my plate right now: literary theory.
yes, i'm finishing that English literature degree come hell or high water.
i am starting to de-crap the house. this makes my brain feel better. i have found a new doctor. new patient appointment is in May. i am going to see about a mental health referral since i do feel like there is something "off" with my emotional state and thinking in a way it wasn't in the past and i don't think it's just my thyroid.
i still am not sleeping well. i almost feel like if i could get rid of the insomnia a lot of other things would fall into place.
perhaps a mental health referral will help determine the reason for the chronic insomnia.
the wee girl is learning to read and write. she amazes me every day.
i think the wee girl is what keeps me tethered. i can endure anything for her.
No comments:
Post a Comment